For them.

As I have mentioned in my previous entry, I can finally rest because everything's accomplished (except the paperworks to be passed). But I failed. I thought I would be able to rest but darn those people who abused my kindness... darn those people who took me for granted. Rot in hell!

I have had enough. Why can't you just use your common sense? Why can't you just be concerned for our group work just for a single minute? Why can't you just help me?!! Argh. I am really tired! Yes, I have finally rested... physically and physiologically, maybe? But darn. My brain's about to collapse because of endless thinking and worrying for our group. Damnit! Do you actually know what I am feeling right now? Did you know that I have been sick for 3 consecutive days? Did you know that I had palpitations for the last 2 days? Did you know that I almost had a heart attack? I almost broke down. Why can't you just think of me too? I am doing this for our group because I want us all to graduate. How can you be so selfish...

You've hurt me for a zillion times. And now... you're doing this again.