I miss…

There are a lot of things that I miss since I underwent surgery:

1. Laughing out loud, sneezing and coughing. I can’t do it in the usual, or let’s say NORMAL way. It sucks that I have to do it in a mahinhin way. Lol.

2. Pig outs. Oh yes. You know how much I eat a lot. Hahaha. I eat like a guy before, but now, I am like on a diet! Damn.

3. Wearing pair of pants, jeans and shorts. I am wearing dresses for a week now. Hay naku. If you’ve only seen the reaction or the faces of the people who were in the church… Their stares were like, “Is she pregnant?” (with the anorexic-like body that I have). My goodness. I looked like a pregnant woman when I attended the mass this afternoon. Dress + flat slip ons + lordosis. Lol. Good thing, only few familiar faces were there.

4. Taking a long, cold bath. I can’t stay that long in the bathroom because my incision might get wet and that’s one thing we are avoiding (because it might cause infection). I miss hanging out in the bathroom for a long period of time. Hahaha.

5. Other daily routines. When I want to do something like help in the house chores, I have to ask my parents first for their permission.

Those are mostly the things that I miss. I can’t do all of them for now because all of them cause pain. I have a low pain threshold so I have to avoid what triggers the pain. That’s all for now.

Oh by the way, my blog is now redirected from http://nursecissism.co.nr I plan to buy the nursecissism.com domain but I don’t have the fund yet. Care to donate? Hahaha.