Showing posts with label Alodia - The Chusky. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Alodia - The Chusky. Show all posts

Thursday, March 22, 2012

My baby girl, Alodia

When someone walks into your life, he/she probably has a purpose. I guess, Alodia came into my life just to teach us a lesson. Alodia died in my arms this morning. It was like a roller coaster ride seeing her suffer from illness that we just learned yesterday. Little did we know, she was suffering from distemper.

Canine distemper is a contagious, incurable, often fatal, multisystemic viral disease that affects the respiratory, gastrointestinal, and central nervous systems. Distemper is caused by the canine distemper virus (CDV).
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A week ago when I noticed that Alodia suddenly lost her appetite, I asked the vet if they could just insert an IV line to hydrate her. They told me that she has respiratory infection which affects the appetite of a puppy. Because she doesn't drink and eat that much anymore, they incorporated vitamins to her intravenous fluid.



The next day, March 14, Alodia bit the injection port cap of the IV catheter so I have no choice but to remove it because it might cause her sepsis if we just let it open.

March 15: Her appetite went back. I was happy to see her eat again...

March 17: We went back to the vet because TJ and I noticed that she has been coughing a lot. An IV line was reinserted and the vet said to continue the meds. That night, Weasley (our shih tzu) died from meningitis.   She lost her appetite again so we have no choice but to force feed her.

I covered her IV line with a sanitary napkin so she wouldn't bite it again. Haha!


March 18: TJ and I attended a wedding this day. When he dropped me off at my house, she was so ecstatic to see TJ. Her tail kept wiggling for a short time then she suddenly became pale again. We noticed that Alodia became depressed. We thought that it might probably be caused by our sudden loss from Weasley. They're playmates. She probably wondered why her playmate is missing for a couple of days.


March 19: My sister brought her back to the vet because of phlebitis. Her feet with an IV line became edematous. That probably caused her fever. So the vet said to continue the force feeding instead. We gave her everything that she wants but every time we give her the same type of food on the next time of feeding, she would turn her back on it. So we have to offer different type of foods just to make her eat. I slept in our living room so I could watch her over the whole night.






March 20: It was my rest day so I brought her back to the vet because she still won't eat. The vet told me that she has a poor prognosis which means that she still not recovering. He told me to continue the medicines since respiratory infection in dogs would take 2 weeks to 1 month for them to become fully recovered.

This was taken while we were on our way to the vet. The tricycle drivers already know us so Manong  Trike driver offered to take us  to the vet which was a bit far from our place. We usually take a cab when we go there. 

March 21: While I was at work, I received a bad news from my sister. Alodia had muscle twitching. Because we just had a recent loss from Weasley who had a number of seizures before he died, my sister panicked and brought her to the vet right away. The vet referred Alodia to the Veterinary Teaching Hospital in UP Diliman where it was confirmed that she has Distemper. Dr. Lester advised different antibiotics and vitamins for Alodia and recommended to do NDV Spinal Tap on her at Vets in Practice Animal Hospital in Mandaluyong. Because I was still at work, I asked her to buy all the things we need before heading to VIP. So she bought the vaccine from a poultry shop and the medicines in UP.


At 6:30 pm, we left the house and arrived at VIP at around 7:30 pm. When they learned that Alodia is positive in Canine Distemper Virus, they asked us to stay outside to avoid spreading the virus to other dogs confined in that hospital. The vet explained the procedure outside.  When I learned that he's going to be sedated, I had second thoughts. There might be a risk that she won't wake up anymore from the sedation especially that she's sick. I called TJ for his opinion. I wanted him to decide because I was afraid of making a wrong decision. He told me to make a risk. I signed a consent before the procedure was done. I couldn't stop crying that night. It was a scary experience for a first time pet owner like me.

The spinal tap was done outside their building. She was shaved at her nape where the vaccine will be injected. Right after shaving, the vet injected an anesthesia... After a couple of minutes, Alodia became groggy then the vet palpated her nape and tried to look for the right site to puncture. After injecting a gauge 22 needle, a clear liquid came out which is probably the cerebrospinal fluid. Then, the vet injected the vaccine slowly and removed the needle after consuming the vaccine.

The vet told me to wait for 2-3 hours for her to wake her up. If she's fully awake, we can take her home and  do the next procedure on Saturday which requires us a donor dog. The requirements are: the dog must at least weigh 20 kilograms, must be 1-2 years old and super healthy. The vet also explained to us the procedure... The dog will be tested first if he/she is healthy to undergo the procedure. If he/she passes requirements, he/she will be injected the same type of vaccine that was given to Alodia. Then after 12 hours, at least 100 ml of blood will be extracted and processed to get the serum which in turn will be injected to Alodia. It will be 3 doses of serum from the donor dog every 12 hours. I told TJ about this procedure and he tried to look for donors right away.

To our surprise, after 15 minutes, Alodia woke up. To be honest, it was a 15-minute agony for the three of us (my siblings accompanied me to VIP). So when we saw her awake, we gave praises to God. But still, we waited at least for an hour until the vet (a different one because the one who made the procedure had to attend to an emergency case) told us that she's ready to go home. Again, they reminded us about the donor dog. We promised to go back on Friday (March 23) so that the serum can be donated to Alodia as early as Saturday which is my rest day and TJ's too. I asked her if there's a chance that Alodia would survive this. As a healthcare professional, I know that we don't give false reassurance to our patients. So the vet told me that they can't promise that she would get through this especially that it's already too late when we found out that she has distemper.

After the procedure

Yay! Alodia opened her eyes!


At home, it was surprising to see that she drank lots of water. She was probably thirsty and tired from our travel. She kept on standing on her own feet but unsteady gait was still obvious due to the anesthesia. I fed her an osteorized chicken liver and Ensure as advised by the VIP vet. I knew that she was really hungry. I still fed her through a syringe. She still won't eat by herself.

March 22: At 12 am, we lied on the sofa in our living room and told her to rest. I noticed that she kept on sniffing me. She probably needed a hug. I hugged her until I fell asleep. My brother woke me up because she saw Alodia wanted to stand up and go down... My brother put her to sleep on a comfy blanket with pillow.

At 1:30 am, brother woke me up because Alodia vomited. It was probably caused by the anesthesia or a symptom of her illness.

At 5:00 am, my mother woke me up because I was supposed to go to work. I told her I'll just go on a leave so I can bring her anytime to the clinic if she still continues to deteriorate. I just wanted to be with her today. So I saw her sleeping on the floor... not on the blanket. My mother asked if she's okay... I said, she must be tired from the procedure. I also told her that the vet advised us to give her ample time to rest.

At 6:00 am, I started receiving texts from people who wants to help Alodia. Apparently, TJ's friend posted about our need of a donor dog online. I was really overwhelmed that strangers are willing to help my baby girl. Thank you guys.

At 8:00 am, I tried to wake her up but she still won't respond. It seemed really odd. I put her on my lap and caressed her. I keep calling her name but still, no response. Then, I suddenly felt something on my lap. She urinated... while asleep. I started to worry so I called the VIP immediately. Sad to say, they told me it wasn't a good sign. She's deteriorating and her body system is starting to give up. The lady on the other line (probably a vet) told me to wait and to let her rest. I insisted to rush her to their hospital. I checked her vital signs, it was still okay... Heart rate: 90 beats per minute. Respiratory rate: 60 cycles per minute.

I woke my brother up and asked him if he could take me and Alodia to Mandaluyong. While waiting for my brother, I noticed that her respiration became shallow. I also noticed that her tongue was pale. I started crying. I told her to fight and not to give up. I don't want her to leave me. She is like my "de-stressor". She is my happiness. I know that she came into my life only a month ago but it feels like I have been with her for so long. I love her so much... I don't want to let her go.

On our way to Mandaluyong, we still haven't passed the Elliptical Road when Alodia started moaning so loud. I knew that she was going to leave me that moment so I told my brother to take us to UP instead. On our way to UP... Alodia had 3-4 deep breaths. It seemed like she was trying to get more oxygen. It's like she was drowning. I cried while saying my last words for her. I thank her for bringing joy to our life, to my life... I apologized if she had to suffer this way... And I told her that I love her so much. I also called TJ who gave his last words through speaker phone.  After our goodbyes, Alodia stopped breathing. This is the most painful experience I have ever felt so far. I still can't believe that she's gone. I remember I told her that we will still be together at least 10 years from now. I also remember that I once told TJ that I'm really excited to see her grow because I wanna know how big she is since she's a mixed breed of Chowchow and Siberian Husky.

I know that she came into our life because of a purpose... And I know what that purpose is. Thank you Alodia for fixing everything for us. You and Weasley will always be in my heart. Both of you are my angels now. I love you so much... Please keep on guiding us.

Thank you so much to all those people who give their heartwarming condolences. Thank you to those people online who texted and called me about their willingness to help Alodia. Thanks to my friends for sending prayers. Thanks to my family who spoiled her a lot... To my mama who carries her in the morning while praying the rosary. To papa who's not really a pet lover but bought her a desk fan, mop for her urine, etc. To my siblings Nat and Stel for bringing her to the vet while I am at work, for feeding her, cuddling her, etc.  Thanks everyone. Thank you. Lastly, thanks to my boyfriend, TJ, for bringing Alodia into our life. You know what that purpose is... Let's be strong. Alodia wants us to be strong. Right?







I love you, Alodia...
December 19, 2011 - March 22, 2012

Monday, February 20, 2012

Long VL Diaries: Day 17 - 19

My long vacation leave is finally over. Tonight at 11 pm, I'm going back to work. Night shift + charge nurse = OHNOES! What is life! I'm so sad that our head nurse didn't grant my request. Before I went for a vacay, I told him not to appoint me as a charge nurse on my 1st day of work primarily because I don't have any idea with our patients' cases. In addition, it will be my first time to be a charge nurse. Being a perfectionist that I am, I'd like to prepare myself when I become a charge nurse. As a medication nurse, I always see to it that I don't commit mistakes. I'm proud to say that I have never written an incident report on my first year as a medication nurse. Now that I'm few steps ahead including 7 juniors behind me, our head nurse is expecting  a lot from me and I don't want to fail him and most especially myself. So good luck to me later.

Anyway, last Friday (Day 17) I spent my night until dawn with my high school best friends. Elena who's now residing in Hawaii came home for a visit until God knows how long. We stayed at Elena's house, had dinner and checked our batch mate's Facebook accounts. Lol!! We were like, "Ohmygod! Siya na yan?!" Hahaha! It's like everything we talked about that night are high school stuff and people. I think the good thing about us is that we never "get old" figuratively and literally speaking. Hehe!

Photobooth session. Thanks Elena for the chocolates!
On the 18th Day, I was supposed to spend it with my online-turned-offline best friends. Our original plan is to go to Enchanted Kingdom because the last time I went there is like more than a decade ago. Haha! Since the plan didn't push through, Karen and I (like always! Haha) spent our afternoon in TriNoma, ate snacks at Coffee Bean, talked about our lovelife and ended up buying make-ups. Haha!! Before we went home, we were fortunate enough to see Divine Lee again in person (we first saw her during the Blogger's United event). I swear, I really love her! Queen mother of becky! <3 Hehe!

When I got home, I tried the pink lipstick I bought. I'm eyeing on different hot and light pink lipsticks but I settled for the cheapest since I don't know if it suits me well. What do you think?

Taken from my iPad
On the last day (Day 19), I woke up early to be able to attend the morning mass. I know that I have been negligent with my duties as a Catholic so yesterday I made sure I get to attend the mass in order to ask God for guidance in my life and at work.

After the mass, my parents decided to buy the Shih Tzu that TJ's friend posted on her Facebook a few days ago. Thanks to TJ who made the transactions with his friend. We went to Cubao at 1 PM to get the Shih Tzu. He was first named Peepo but we decided to name him Ashton afterwards. My sister wanted to name him Liempo after Divine Lee's pup but Mama didn't like it. Since Alodia was named after the Cosplayer, we thought of naming the other pup after the sister, Ashley. Since he's a he, we then named him Ashton. Hahaha!

Ashton was very suplado at first. He's trying to adapt to his new family.

Ashton and Alodia. So cute! <3

So there goes my long VL... Looking forward to my long vacay again next year! Hoping to blog about my action packed experiences in the hospital when I find time!

Thursday, February 16, 2012

Long VL Diaries: Day 15 - 16

Day 15
My "bebe girl"

Alodia on the examination table

Went to the vet for Alodia's second check-up. She was supposed to be vaccinated but the vet opted to deworm her instead. It was my first time to commute with a dog. I was kinda anxious that she might run away or something. Haha!

Day 16


I asked the vet yesterday if Alodia can already drink milk because last week she had an LBM after drinking fresh milk. He advised me to buy milk for infants if I can't get any milk for puppies. I think she liked it. :)

Monday, February 6, 2012

Long VL Diaries: Day 6

My skin asthma has gone wild today. Thanks to Alodia for the non-stop cuddling. Haha!

Note: To those who weren't able to read my previous entry, Alodia is the puppy (mixed Chowchow and Siberian Husky breed) that TJ entrusted me to take care of until God knows how long. 
Today, I spent almost my whole day cuddling and playing with Alodia. I thought I'd be on a leave for "making punas the pwet of my patients..." I never thought I'd be doing it while I'm on a vacay... to a puppy. Haha! This morning, I researched about things I should know when taking care of a puppy. In the afternoon, I bought more stuff for her. I already bought her a pack of tissue, dog food and milk yesterday when we went to SM North Edsa but I had the urge (blame the impulse shopping that runs through my vein) this afternoon to buy more... So I bought her wet wipes, Dentastix, and a cute PINK puppy bowl. Hehe! I wanted to buy her a cute ribbon as well but it's not available in the grocery. I'll probably get one for her when I visit a pet shop.

I am actually enjoying it despite the fact that I've never done this before. It's because of my skin asthma. I was diagnosed when I was seven and was advised to follow the prescribed diet and to avoid anything dusty and furry. And because I've learned to love and to treat Alodia like my own , I disregarded my allergologist's advice. I told myself, "Keri na ang allergies. May gamot naman!" Haha! Also, I was supposed to buy some stuff for my self-pampering but I ended up buying Alodia's needs. I remember what mama once told me, "Nung bata kayo... Kahit gusto ko bumili ng sapatos, tinitiis ko sarili ko kase alam kong may mas kelangan kayo kaysa sa sapatos na gusto kong bilhin.."

I realized that being a first time pet owner also partially trains me how to become a real mother in the future though I know that I don't have an assurance that I'll have my own baby because I'm suffering from endometriosis. Anyway, I am learning a lot from this.

Many thanks to TJ for allowing me to experience this.  I'm quite worried though because when the time comes that I have to return her to TJ, I might have a separation anxiety. As early as now, I am becoming emotionally attached to Alodia... And you know how much it hurts to say goodbye to someone you've learned to love. Since she's with me for now, I promised TJ that I will take good care of her and I will give her all the love that she deserves.

*Now off to applying anti-pruritic and anti-inflammatory cream for my allergies*